Juno.

I just had to call the cops on my abusive boyfriend,

and it was the hardest thing I had to do..ever.

I had been abused by him for months before I finally

ran away and called the cops. I always used to say

if I was ever being abused by a man, I'd leave right away

and I'd never give in to him and blah blah blah.

But when I was actually put in the situation, I found

it impossible to leave. I never thought I'd be like that.

It was like I was way too scared to do anything, and

I was way too far in love. And I still do love him.

But basically, I'm wondering, if you were in an abusive

relationship, do you think you'd actually leave that second,

or would you do what I did and be too afraid for too long?

I have been in a relationship with someone for 9 months.

We got together in January and have been living together ever since.

We have literally not been apart more than a day since then.

But after about two months together, he started to hit me.

I brushed it off at first because I loved him so much and I

figured it was just a one time burst of anger.

By the way, I'm 19 and he's 20.

Anyways, the abuse has only been getting worse and

worse and he is getting more and more controlling.

Today I finally decided to live with my stepmom somewhere

else for at least the night. But I love him so much and I

know he can't help what he does when he's so upset over things.

I know that's no excuse for what he does to me, but

I can't help but give him more and more chances.

I can't leave him for good, I don't even know if I could

leave him more than another night. It kills me.

And now he's saying that he doesn't even want to

see me again. It's breaking my heart. I just want him

to get the help he needs, but I doubt he will. He says he

wants to get help too but I he probably won't.

I don't know what to do, I don't want to lose him,

but I also don't think I should live with at least for

a while.

I don't know what to do here! Help me.

I've lived here in Fond du Lac since I was born. When I was

almost 15, I moved to Boise, ID for 3 years. I'm 18, here

with my fiance and we have nothing to do ever. I finally

got a job so I have a little bit of money to do something.

Only problem is I don't get paid much, 131 dollars for

two weeks and only 20 of it is left for the last 12 days

of the two weeks. We are losing our minds in this crap

as* town. What should we do?!?! There is just nothing

do here. Especially not with this awful weather.

Also, we only have one car and it's my mom's

crappy ghetto van that can't go any further than

the next town over before it will probably die.

I want to become a new version of me. The Anti-Felicia.

But I just don't know what...regular Felicia is.

So you creat an anti-Felicia for me.

:)

:)

My mom told me my hair might fall out because

I just dyed it yesterday. But I don't want to wait

that long. I don't have the patients And I don't

like the color I have now. It's too light. But

I don't want my hair to fall out. Does anyone

know if it really will fall out?????????

I'm 18 years old. And I really don't like younger guys.

Guys my age are alright, but I don't really...enjoy their

company. So naturally, I love older guys. Really older.

30's, preferably. I feel sometimes like this makes

me skanky in a way. But I can't help it, I've never

gotten along with guys under ohhh...27. And they all

like me. But I'm just curious, how many girls out there

are like me? I feel alone in my situation. And guys,

how many of you like an older girl? Or younger?

By the way, I am a total poster-child for

daddy issues.

Well, not literally of course. But you know those

moments where you think, things cannot

get any better? And you're grinning from ear

to ear, giggling about every little thing, bouncing

around the room. I rarely feel like that, but right

now, I can't contain myself. I am so damn happy

:D

So how about you?

I know a few people who have,

and I always thought it was disgusting.

Then, I met someone who was married and

ended up hooking up with him.

I know it's wrong, but I can't help myself.

And...he's 34 and I'm 18.

:(

That is a question on my Psych homework.

I didn't know how to answer it.

Its opinion-based, but I don't know....Help!

:-D

Thanks!

Peace.

♥

I love meth. I think its the most interesting drug out there. I do research on it, read books about it, and do projects on it all the time in school. I have never done it, but I know someone very close to me who has and I've seen what drugs can do.

If you go to www.methproject.org you can see all the meth ads and read the information on it and stories from real people that have done meth or have known someone who has. It is an extremely powerful site, I now have Absolutely no desire to try meth, even once.

Doing research on something for a long period of time sometimes can make you want to try it out and see if its really like that. I used to think it can't be that bad. But it really is. Check out the commercials they have on the site. They gave me chills and when my friends saw them, they got freaked out too. Its very powerful...check it out :-D

But back to my question...would you ever try it? Do you think you'd be able to resist trying it again?

I know some people can make a picture of someone else looks like a celeb, so I was just wondering if anyone knows if those were really her pics that were on her phone or what.

i have to do an informative speech about her and what she's done for justice or something like that but i have no idea what i'm supposed to be looking for...could some one help me?? if you know ANYthing at all, i'd really appreciate the help!

thanks!!

i was SOOOO pissed the frick off at Peyton cuz he totally ruined the game!! i was so disappointed in him and normally i love him sooo much but yesterday he was so bad!! and i wanted the cowboys to win just because my brother hates them but i love eli manning so i kinda wanted him to win too. but yea.

i was just really diaappointed with peyton tho. but he always falls to pieces when he gets under alot of pressure. i felt so bad for him tho!!!!

but how do you feel?? lol

I heard about it this morning, first thing i heard when i woke up this morning on the radio.

SHE'S PREGGO!!

its soooo sad for her!! it seems like she's turning into Brittney

she's so young too, only 16 and her bf, Casey Aldridge, is 19.

she's goin to keep the baby and she's already 12 weeks along.

i feel so bad for her. i hope everything works out better than it did for Britt

I think she needs help, personally, and I don't really care what she's doing any more cuz its always the same thing anyways! She's always getting knocked up and drunk and stuff. like enough is enough!! someone needs to like slap her and tell her she needs to get some help!

but what do you think? do you even like her music??

i just wanna hear some cute quotes or things your boyfirend or girl firend has done for you. anything really romanitc that you remember from a movie, book, etc. I love all that cute stuff, don't you?

:-)

I love all of them. lol. i can't pick just one!!

and do you have any suggestions for good christmas cd's?

I don't know what my favorite song is of all time but I really love Flavor of the Week and November Rain. I like "take me there" Rascal Flatts. its sooooooo good!!!

how bout you??

I would change my name is Lola Foxxfarrell! lol I love that name. Either that or like...Megheann Elizabeth Manning. I love Peyton Manning!!