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What would the CAMHS lady do if i told her i want, to kill myself? I dont think its helping me, im 17, i have a job but i hate it, i have some ****** up supid ******* **** in my head, i dont recognize myself, i dont know where i am or if everything is real. I meet her every few weeks but we just talk? I doubt sje will give me pills... I can hear ringing and a noise in my head... Im inactive, only go out for work, im social akward, and much anxiety, i had pedophilic thoughts, and they will never leave me.... So, i thought recently (tonight) if i could do it a quick way, to see what would happen? I was also very curious what happens after death, anyone know any quick way? Its not a joke anymore, just tell me amd ill get it over and done with

i missed my appointment at the hospital with the urologist which the gp told me to go to, do i just go to the reception and ask them (gp) for another appointment, or ask for a regular gp appointment, wait to get in there then tell the doc i neeed another appointment?

i was just wondering , because recently im around london a lot, im 17 and even in my house which is far away from london, i keep a knife in the room and always think about tactics i could use when a terrorist tries to kill me... if a terrorist tried to kill me and i violently killed him in defense like cutting his neck or just killing him (making sure hes dead) would i get sent to prison even if it was a terrorist ? thanks

I recently have been for a holiday and just out more(not willingly necessarily) but i just notice and n people notice too, even though i have social anxiety with people, even then when im corfortable and evryone is laughing im mot laughing much, just queit. And my family like couple monthsago when my great grandmother died (which iwasveryconnected to and talked a lot to and had many memories)

She told me, and i just said ok, i didnt react and she got mad, iwasnt in shock, sad or anything, it happened to me when iwas 9 too (im 17 now) whenmy grandad hanged himself ididnt really react. Or get sad even though i understood exactly what happened and at that time i was smart so iwas quiteintelligent for a 9 year old, why does this happen? Is there something wrong with me or what?

I have left my 2 year old black lab in the kennels for a week and now we have came back and we got him, but he isnt reacting? He looks like he doesnt recognise us? What happened? Why is he acting like this? He was never left alone even for a night prior to being left for a week so could that be it? Will he ever be the same? Maybe he waa mistreated there or they abused him? How can i check?

Hello im 17 (you can say whatever you want) but i have a 2 year old lab and im leaving him for week and he will stay at kennels a place where dogs are kept, im a person that never cries, i dont even cry when my family members pass away but today when i came back from work and he wasnt there i felt like i was gonna cry, i feel like he might die or they might mistreat him or something terrible will happen, also he had this spot on his leg it was red and it was too late to go to the veternary, so if its cancer it might kill him?

I have a harness i always put on my dog when we go out for walks, and someone on here said that the body harness encourages pulling and the dog should wear a collar, but how do i give him a collar when the second i go out he will pull his head out lf the collar and maybe run away, i guarantee it. I understand i will take a collar when i will go to train the dog, and also another question, i have a contact with a specialist, it cant really be answered but relatively how long could it take to teach my dog with the specialist not to pull on the lead? A year? Couple months? Couple weeks? Couple days?

In perticular problems whilst walking the dog on walks (he pulls extremely hard).... Will they refuse to accept my dog or will this not be an issue?

I tried tell her last week, but i couldnt explain, and the time it takes me combined with my facial expression she might think im making it up, but nothing is the same, so what that im not sad or have those symptoms, its not the same, when i look at everything, im not aware of them, like i was in a 2d game, and my vision had shadows around each side, like im not aware of everything, my location, but i know it at the same time, one time im looking and my setting. And if a hill, or turn, i know whats over there but my mind will make me feel like anything could be there, just when i look at everything its not the same, how do i tell her? I feel like........... And no oh its not some part of "growing up" and praying to "the lord" isnt it either, its like this what im feeling, i cant explain it, write it down, i can just get to it as close as i can by explaining, but experiencing it is a different thing, just seeing everything differently.....

Im 17, 170 and 6f 2 or 1, underweight, i dont eat regurarly, i dont eat healthy, i am inactive very often, mostly imobile, in one place for multiple hours at a time, i like sometimes to drink eneegy drinks but not as much as i used to, i love physical **** believe me, just a long story, i used to smoke too for 3 years from 7 years old to 11, i have very bad sleep, i can feel the heart attack, i know im gonna die soon, how long do you think it will take? Will it be in the next few years or will it take longer?

Couple days ago i was in there (CAMHS) and we were chatting and so on, and we were on the subject of me being resllt introverted and i told her i stay in the same spot for long periods of time unless im at work or college, this has proven to cause strokes, heart disease and cancer over long periods of time..... "dont believe everything you read on the internet" (implying she is denying the science) is she actually retarded or trying to lie to me or what? She also seemed to ask me stranger questions

Isnt this just something influenced by human emotion and decisions so it is more convinient for people to refute an argument, this is just something which wouldnt exist without humans? True or false? Its just an idea i had

If someone were to stab you with a needle, like one you use to get blood or even thiner, and avoided all your major arteries, and organs, or maybe hit some organs, and it would go through your whole midsection until it comes out the other end, then the person would quickly take the needle out, would this kill indtantly or not even leave a mark like when you get injected with a needle?

Hello, im 17 and im quite inactive, and im quite tall, about 6 ft 1/2 and i have quite tight muscles and all that and i was wondering if it's a good idea to start doing yoga at home? Or is it better to go to a gym and join one? Or is it just better if i do simple stretching exercises?

Im 17. My dog is labrador nearly 2 years old. And i only go out 2 times a day with him (sprinting) and he pulls EXTREMELY hard, i need to train him, i didnt train him well when he was a puppy, the question is, my dog has a contact both sides of the house with other dogs through the fence (sniffing etc.) but hasnt had full contact with a dog for a long time, due to him pulling so hard on walks and makes me think people think he is crazy and are scared to let him play with their dog, in 2 months he is gonna be starting to go training, i asked my veterinary for a number they gave me a number to a specialist. So my question is do you think numbers given out by veterinary are reliable? Or will it be crazy costs? Also since right now i am running with him, if she teaches the dog how to walk with me properly and i attempt to jog with him will he go back to the same habit? Or will it all be ok and doable? Can i still make my dog act differently or is it too late? I just want him not to pull on the leash and i could go out even 3 times a day with him and he would be in very good shape and i would be jogging with him (i think jogs are way healthier for a dog)

Im 17 and going for a an eye test today, not sure what it is just some machine ima look into, im interested in what does this look for and what can it find?

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I am insecure (social anxiety) i am 16, i have always been ahead of myself in terms of mental age, my sleel was getting better and in theast days im getting back into it, the 5am go to sleep from exhaustion routine, i remember how a couple months ago this affected me. Right mow these days its getting the same, im 17.smart. Had very good gces results, i over stimulate myself woth information all the time, i know a lot of things. How inactivity can cause strokes and heart attacks. How regular diets cause cancer. Everything. Yet i do it, i still do it, i go on my phone i watch because i need to, who the fick cares, *5 hours later * "ohhh **** its 3 am, i didnt even realize i existed" i cant even think straight right now, what is there in this for me? Even if this is real or just a simulation, all i see is those dark office buildings, the setting is grey, thats what the world is. I do not want kids, or get married, sure sex is good but there is something beyond, what else? Sex, job wake up, phone internet college, thats what life is going to be. Im aware of everything. How does it all stop? I dont pchysically see the same **** as everyone. I just see evrrything in front of me, but its different, not unfamiliar, but different. The point is, im doing all this ****, to get an education, the job, then what? I will die, constantly, my phone then internet, i know the consequences yet i dont stop, like im careless. Im gonna die of a heart attack. Ignore this question.

Ever since i was a kid, and. I tried squatting my heel would always lift up, i still have this issue, im 17, im 6ft 1

I am ok now, i can go to college, i can do everything and anything, but its not the same, i dont feel like im in a dream anymore or i think so, but it doesnt feel the same, i cant explain this to my psychologist because its just not the same, its just different, i have social anxiety, and im weird now or changed, o just like to be quiet these days, just walk around and observe everything, i dont know how to interact a lot with people, i can talk but i cant keep abconversation i just stress out, but its not the same anymore, doesnt feel as real as it used to.... I also obssess about death, how im gonna die soon, although im only 16, it doesnt matter.whatever, just confusion, i think differently in a weird way and i sejse i can do things or look at things in a weird way these days.... I just want to go somewhere with sun, on the beach, and stay there until i die