Danni

Ok so my bf and I have been together for almost 3 years now. He had a fling (no sex) with his co-worker at the beginning and seemed genuinely sorry. He said it was because he didn't trust me at first and was worried. He asked me to marry him before this. They never kissed or anything but I DID intercept a text she sent to come to her house.

Afterwards I told him it was her or me and he never contacted her again. Recently we've been having a hard time because he can be a compulsive liar. He would lie about watching porn. That didn't bother me because I know how guys are but it was the lying. So we have been arguing and one day he came home after work around 3 in the morning and told me he had been to a strip club, spent his entire weeks pay ($700) on this girl Allie. Private dances and such. He said he felt stuck; hopeless. Like we were ending and there was nothing he could do. He finally told me the truth about everything and said he lies because he is afraid that I won't love him if I know the truth. When he's not acting a damn fool he is an amazing bf. Extremely romantic and giving. I love him with all my heart and I feel like this is the most honest and true our relationship has been since the beginning. But I'm so scared...I know he loves me but I wonder if he will be able to resist temptation. He has sworn he will not lie anymore( about serious issues like these) that he knows he will lose me if he does. And he HAS been extremely honest, more so than ever before. I just want to show him he can count on me but I wonder if he's taking advantage. Anyone with personal experience, your advice would be extremely helpful.

Believe it or not, I don't regret

a second we shared;

a fleeting moment, like dragonflies,

bright celestial bodies glimpsed

then gone.

Tiny moments of perfection caught

In mason jars. Those

self-destuctive, adrenaline junkie

freedom fits that we fled through with

such dreadful haste.

As children we thought clocks

true timekeepers

but it was in the stretching

of the years around us;

like old tomcats, fat and lazy with it.

The sound of new gears growing rust

in stealthy chinks.

All the ticking and tocking!

Hateful,

deceitful hands plucking

our youth from beneath us...

I hope you know

growing old with you is

the only thing I keep track of

anymore.

And though I have cursed

that ageless stranger,

I have had time

to love every single nanosecond

you've ever impacted.

Ok so my bf and I have been together for almost 3 years now. He had a fling with his co-worker at the beginning and seemed genuinely sorry. He said it was because he didn't trust me at first and was worried. He asked me to marry him before this. They never kissed or anything but I DID intercept a text she sent to come to her house.

Afterwards I told him it was her or me and he never contacted her again. Recently we've been having a hard time because he can be a compulsive liar. He would lie about watching porn. That didn't bother me because I know how guys are but it was the lying. So we have been arguing and one day he came home after work around 3 in the morning and told me he had been to a strip club, spent his entire weeks pay ($700) on this girl Allie. Private dances and such. He finally told me the truth about everything and said he lies because he is afraid that I won't love him if I know the truth. When he's not acting a damn fool he is an amazing bf. Extremely romantic and giving. I love him with all my heart and I feel like this is the most honest and true our relationship has been since the beginning. But I'm so scared...I know he loves me but I wonder if he will be able to resist temptation. He has sworn he will not lie anymore that he knows he will lose me if he does. And he HAS been extremely honest, more so than ever before. I just want to show him he can count on me but I wonder if he's taking advantage. Anyone with personal experience, your advice would be extremely helpful.

Looking for honest answers please.

I just wanted to know; if your gf/wife (attractive, not overweight or even chubby) made you videos of your fetish for and with you, would you still choose porn? If yes, explain why. Same if you said no. Please no sarcasm or immature responses.

My bf and I have been dating for almost three years. We were/are very much in love and he makes me so extremely happy "as he has told me" I do too. A year into the relationship he almost cheated on me with a co-worker of his. The only reason he didn't is because I intervened. I wish I hadn't to see how things played out. Lesson learned. He said it was a mistake, seemed genuinely sincere.

Then there was the porn which I knew he looked at but after the close call it bothered me more. I felt, well you don't need me to explain that. I tried making it something we could share. He didn't want to, said "I have you, I don't need that." Well then I made some videos of my/our own. He still sought out internet porn. And CONTINUOUSLY lied about it.

I'm not insecure, or wasn't until all of this. I'm a good looking girl, not at all fat and VERY open-minded in bed. I'd say I have an equal sex drive to most men. We were planning on getting married but I have put that off of course. Now he recently got a job that takes him out of town, and I asked him to wait for me, as I would do the same, just to prove he could. He promised.

Prior to this he had given me all his passwords and such so I could regain my trust for him and in doing so I found that he visited porn sites while he was away....Guys if you had videos (his fetish is swallowing) of your girl, would you STILL choose porn flicks? I love him so much and want to support and be there for him but am running out of patience. I know alot of you will say it's just porn but it's NOT. We have hashed this out so many times (sometimes calm cool and collected, other times not so much) He feels more comfortable lying about it than making a small sacrifice for me. IS this just a prequel for what's to come, or is there ANYTHING I can do??? I'm at my wits end and I just want to feel happy and secure again. Experienced guys and gals welcome.

This may be a little long but I feel that I can't ask this question without a little back story.

My bf and I have been dating for almost three years. We were/are very much in love and he makes me so extremely happy "as he has told me" I do too. A year into the relationship he almost cheated on me with a co-worker of his. The only reason he didn't is because I intervened. I wish I hadn't to see how things played out. Lesson learned. He said it was a mistake, seemed genuinely sincere.

Then there was the porn which I knew he looked at but after the close call it bothered me more. I felt, well you don't need me to explain that. I tried making it something we could share. He didn't want to, said "I have you, I don't need that." Well then I made some videos of my/our own. He still sought out internet porn. And CONTINUOUSLY lied about it.

I'm not insecure, or wasn't until all of this. I'm a good looking girl, not at all fat and VERY open-minded in bed. I'd say I have an equal sex drive to most men. We were planning on getting married but I have put that off of course. Now he recently got a job that takes him out of town, and I asked him to wait for me, as I would do the same, just to prove he could. He promised.

Prior to this he had given me all his passwords and such so I could regain my trust for him and in doing so I found that he visited porn sites while he was away....Guys if you had videos (his fetish is swallowing) of your girl, would you STILL choose porn flicks? I love him so much and want to support and be there for him but am running out of patience. I know alot of you will say it's just porn but it's NOT. We have hashed this out so many times (sometimes calm cool and collected, other times not so much) He feels more comfortable lying about it than making a small sacrifice for me. IS this just a prequel for what's to come, or is there ANYTHING I can do??? I'm at my wits end and I just want to feel happy and secure again. Experienced guys and gals welcome.

This may be a little long but I feel that I can't ask this question without a little back story.

My bf and I have been dating for almost three years. We were/are very much in love and he makes me so extremely happy "as he has told me" I do too. A year into the relationship he almost cheated on me with a co-worker of his. The only reason he didn't is because I intervened. I wish I hadn't to see how things played out. Lesson learned. He said it was a mistake, seemed genuinely sincere.

Then there was the porn which I knew he looked at but after the close call it bothered me more. I felt, well you don't need me to explain that. I tried making it something we could share. He didn't want to, said "I have you, I don't need that." Well then I made some videos of my/our own. He still sought out internet porn. And CONTINUOUSLY lied about it.

I'm not insecure, or wasn't until all of this. I'm a good looking girl, not at all fat and VERY open-minded in bed. I'd say I have an equal sex drive to most men. We were planning on getting married but I have put that off of course. Now he recently got a job that takes him out of town, and I asked him to wait for me, as I would do the same, just to prove he could. He promised. Prior to this he had given me all his passwords and such so I could regain my trust for him and in doing so I found that he visited porn sites while he was away....Guys if you had videos (his fetish is swallowing) of your girl, would you STILL choose porn flicks? I love him so much and want to support and be there for him but am running out of patience. I know alot of you will say it's just porn but it's NOT. We have hashed this out so many times (sometimes calm cool and collected, other times not so much) He feels more comfortable lying about it than making a small sacrifice for me. IS this just a prequel for what's to come, or is there ANYTHING I can do??? I'm at my wits end and I just want to feel happy and secure again. Experienced guys and gals welcome.

I found some pretty amazing stuff on my bfs web history on his phone. Porn sites mostly. He says his phone has been acting strange. My question is: Is it possible for a cell to access porn sites and then delete its web history by itself? No sarcasm please, I just want to know if he is full of it or what.

I found some pretty amazing stuff on my bfs web history on his phone. Porn sites mostly. He says his phone has been acting strange. My question is: Is it possible for a cell to access porn sites and then delete its web history by itself? No sarcasm please, I just want to know if he is full of it or what.

Ok so my bf and I have been dating for almost 3 years now. We have been having issues ever since he almost cheat on me with a co-worker of his. And by almost I mean the only reason he didn't is because I intervened. I wish now I hadn't and just seen how things played out. Now I know it's "normal" for guys to look at porn but I came across some sites on his phone's history that he had visited while working out of town. I knew he enjoyed looking at porn so I recorded some of our own for him to watch and evidently that wasn't enough. Now it's a mutual thing that I have access to his phone and everything else because he wants to rebuild my trust for him...but now he is saying that he didn't access those sites, that his phone must have done it itself? Can phones access porn sites on their own and then delete their own history too? Keep in mind that the big problem with our relationship is his tendency to lie. I'm not so upset about the porn, it's more that he is swearing up and down he didn't do it. I don't know what to believe at this point. Suggestions?

Ok so my bf and I have been dating for almost 3 years now. We have been having issues ever since he almost cheat on me with a co-worker of his. And by almost I mean the only reason he didn't is because I intervened. I wish now I hadn't and just seen how things played out. Now I know it's "normal" for guys to look at porn but I came across some sites on his phone's history that he had visited while working out of town. I knew he enjoyed looking at porn so I recorded some of our own for him to watch and evidently that wasn't enough. Now it's a mutual thing that I have access to his phone and everything else because he wants to rebuild my trust for him...but now he is saying that he didn't access those sites, that his phone must have done it itself? Can phones access porn sites on their own and then delete their own history too? Keep in mind that the big problem with our relationship is his tendency to lie. I'm not so upset about the porn, it's more that he is swearing up and down he didn't do it. I don't know what to believe at this point. Suggestions?

Ok so my bf and I have been dating for almost 3 years now. We have been having issues ever since he almost cheat on me with a co-worker of his. And by almost I mean the only reason he didn't is because I intervened. I wish now I hadn't and just seen how things played out. Now I know it's "normal" for guys to look at porn but I came across some sites on his phone's history that he had visited while working out of town. I knew he enjoyed looking at porn so I recorded some of our own for him to watch and evidently that wasn't enough. Now it's a mutual thing that I have access to his phone and everything else because he wants to rebuild my trust for him...but now he is saying that he didn't access those sites, that his phone must have done it itself? Can phones access porn sites on their own and then delete their own history too? Keep in mind that the big problem with our relationship is his tendency to lie. I'm not so upset about the porn, it's more that he is swearing up and down he didn't do it. I don't know what to believe at this point. Suggestions?

The dawn shifted,

vibrant shades of indigo

turned violent. Warring colors

bled out across, beyond interpretation.

Silent battlefield.

Leaves scatter shattered

memories, blanket the ground,

crackle underfoot. Clouds

crease, expand, meld into new molds-

Oblivious

Sunlight knifes across

red canyons as shadows dance

bewildered. Ribbons of gold;

streams thus transformed, rich

amongst the wreckage. The

beautiful ruins recreated.

Fragile forms coalesce, collide;

destruction at its most

breathtaking.

Spectres flow amid gossamer

dewdrop studded glimmer-globes,

glow and drip then

drop. All the world a heartbeat.

Pulse and stop.

Colors melt to velvet ebony,

dusted with galaxies.

Galactic deaths, unfathomable.

Treasures unreachable.

Lessons unteachable.

Glory all but glimpsed at its best...

Sunrest.

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Thanks in advance...

Asleep in the Field of Dreams

Diamonds in the sand,

Colors of every hue,

Perfect pastel paradise,

Swirling all around you.

Catch them in your hands,

Each liquid crystal drop,

Treasure trove of tasty,

Like peeking in a candy shop.

Touch each one in wonder,

Watch it sail away,

Looking, longing, laughing,

As it paints the day.

Such a lovely wonderland,

Gemstones stuck in time,

Fading, falling, forgotten,

As from your field of dreams you climb...

©2007~DNW

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A Day of Magic

Circus is in town

lighting up the night.

Cotton candy lover's lips,

holding hands through !House of Frights!

The Ferris Wheel is turning,

famous for 'first kiss'.

You almost feel immortal as

life holds few moments such as this.

Lemonade and funnel-cake,

A dollar for a ball

to "Hit a duck, get a dog!"

And one by one, you hit them all...

Circus' packed up, moved on

trailing its magic behind,

and with it the girl of your dreams,

Prettiest gypsy you'll ever find.

©2007~DNW